Waste Of Living

I really do not understand why most of the people do not realize and appreciate the people who love them more and always at their side no matter how, bad times or good times. They do not realize how hard the time has passed for the person who has been waited all day long for them to come back, to call or anything.

To me, i think may be the one who has been sitting at home is like wasting of live only just like me. I have been sitting at home quite a long time since i quit. To me, it is very very boring and i really search job through internet but i think my requirement - pay that i ask for is high for most of the company. Or may be i should just get any job and do it first without consider any salary they will pay ??????????

I think may be that should be the way to be independent and without feel any bored..............
I really do not know anymore.